1, 2, 3, 4, 5…. I bought a few shoes alive…

Shopping to de-stress has never been my forte. I don’t shop to de-stress. I write to de-stress, but as of late, I feel as if I’m so out of place, and logic and practicality does not seems to be a part of me anymore. I feel as if I couldn’t actually get a grip on my life, and I desperately need to do something to feel good again.

My husband commented yesterday that I’ve been buying a lot of shoes late, and I’ve yet to wear any of them. A sentiment that I noted. In January alone I’ve bought 5 pairs of shoes. That’s a world record for me. I’ve been acting out of character, of course. I never had more than one pair of shoes to wear at a time til Jan 2011. Usually, I’ll just wait for the pair that I’ve been wearing all worn out before buying a new one.

But… it seems that lately, I can’t help myself. I bought 2 pairs of high heels that I probably will not wear (I NEVER WEAR HIGH HEELS, PERIOD), 1 pair of Mary Jane’s, 1 pair of sandal and the latest addition to the family, a pair of sneakers.

Total? 5 pairs of shoes. Total damage to the pocket?  RM70.00 for all 5 pairs. Any shopaholic would say that this is quite a steal, but deep down, I feel rather guilty for indulging my impulse buying.

But then again…I don’t quite give a damn right now. After all, it’s been more than 8 years since I last indulge on such pleasure. It’s about time I do this… I guess… at least… it’s not as if I’ve been DRINKING some shits that will intoxicate me or take drugs or do whatever disgustingly illegal things and make a total bimbo of myself in the process.

I guess, that alone justify my craze for shoes… at least… shoes are something re-usable, and if I decided to get rid of those, I could always give them to my mum or my sis as they shared the same shoe size as me. Substance with alcoholic contents on the other hand… is just a one-shot deal. Drinking to de-stress…I think… its just bloody stupid to me.

Cleffairy: When things get out of control…I will attempt to take control of things that I actually can. I’ll chop off a few inch off my hair, buy some black undies, stuff my face with food…and it just so happen that my current craze is buying shoes.

10 comments

  1. Jeremin says:

    wow.. 5 shoes for RM70. really is a steal. Either give it to yr sis/ mum as a gift or keep it till u need it. There is days u may need to wear.

    Honestly, i keep buy shoes and stock up due to my extreme small size.. Hard to find in Singapore. Until days when i need to wear heel or my mary jane’s is worn off, i will dug them out to wear for replacement.

    • Cleffairy says:

      Ya… and if you count it in Singapore Dollar… that’s what? Half of the amount? Definitely a steal. Well i keep thinking… my shoe size is small too… and it’s hard for me to find my shoe size, and just so happen that i saw em on the shelf… I grab em while I can. =.= terrible, no? But I really can’t help it…especially when they are priced at around Rm15 each. They look good, comfy and sturdy too….:P

  2. ARCâ„¢ says:

    yeah this is 1 thing I dont get about women. They buy thing they dont need… Ive told my sista before she got married that if she ever marry someone and move out of our house, please take her shoes along

    they are just too many

  3. ARC™ says:

    yeah this is 1 thing I dont get about women. They buy thing they dont need… Ive told my sista before she got married that if she ever marry someone and move out of our house, please take her shoes along

    they are just too many

  4. CHVoon says:

    New year, New stuffs 🙂

    Happy Chinese New year 2011 to you and your lovely family.

    Wish you prosperous, healthy, delightful & happy rabbit year!

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