Some may wonder why I haven’t been writing anything yet though Chinese New Year holiday is already over for God knows how many days already. Fret not. I was not kidnapped or have been offered 50m to resign from my writing career or anything, though I wish I was. I think everyone here wishes that he or she was offered such disgusting amount of money and shakes off their legs while sunbathing in the Caribbean without having to worry about making ends meet.
I’m just moody and feeling rather uninspired. Yes, UNINSPIRED. For me, being uninspired is almost the same as being practically dead, but it can’t be helped, I suppose, as I’m having a strange transition in my life where I made certain decision that in my opinion, will make me advance in life and move forward.
However, I am living in Malaysia. So it is common that once one make a decision to do something positive in life and move forward for good, there will be assholes and busybodies with orthodox thinking that will impede us from advancing. They are the people that in my opinion, needed a good fuck over and over again to keep them occupied from disrupting people’s peace of mind and putting their noses where it actually belongs- in their own smelly houses. But, there’s nothing I can do to give them a good fuck, as I am no pimp. I am also no lesbian who wears strapon… and even if I was, I don’t think I want to fuck these bitches. They turned me off anyway.
While I’m more than 100% certain that I am making huge progress in my life, my confidence sometimes faltered, and I wondered if I made the correct decision since there are so many bullshits going on in my life, because certain people are trying very hard to make me move backwards instead of forward by interfering with my life. They thought they know best, just because they are older and experience and have more money to do as they pleased.
Maybe that, or they thought I’m just a brainless bitch who do not know how to think and make decision on my own as I have grass for a brain. Hence, they decided to ruin my life by trying to get me under their clutches and control me like those sadistic bitches you can see in porn movies. But I’m telling you bitches, do not try to interfere anymore, or I shall no longer keep quiet about it! Back off, bitches, or I’ll screw your life! I meant every single words I said. And you people should have known by now that I have zero tolerance towards nonsense and interference.
Anyway, talking about moving forward and not backwards, I can see that I am not the only one who felt that we could not advance because of the orthodox mindset that some Malaysian have. Let me point to what’s going on in Perak government at the moment. It’s in a mess, totally screwed up, inside out, upside down. Don’t you think so?
Another good example of where Malaysian are heading backwards instead of forward is the teaching Maths and Science in English issue. For crying out loud! Teaching Maths and Science in English is a good thing. Why the hell all those assholes who needs a good fuck go and wail here and there, demanding that teaching these two subject in English in schools are undermining the national language?
This is bullshit! Completely bullshit! If learning certain subjects in secondary language can be considered as a treachery to our mother tongue, then by all means, do not learn or speak any other language at all than what you usually speak at home. Wouldn’t that be better? Honestly, this is idiosyncrasy it’s mightiest form!
In my humble opinion, if only Malaysians try as hard as they could to move forward instead of backwards like this, we could have been a developed country by now. And if only we could be united regardless of our opinions and thinks for the nation instead of our own greed, we could have been a respectable and mighty country by now. But, seeing the mindset of our people, regardless of age, race and religion everywhere, I think we could never advance, as most of us are still trapped in our very own Dark Age.
Cleffairy: Beware, people, power thirsty people who wants to be in control are everywhere. They are not necessarily always politicians. They can be in your office or they can even be some distant relatives. Never ever take things for granted, always be alert as there will always be backtabbers who will stab you from behind. No one can be trusted in this world, only trust yourself.