On the lows

Sorry for the lack of updates. Yours truly is really on the lows… low on blood pressure, low in sugar in her blood, and really low on the mood. Truthfully, I’m feeling kinda depressed these few days, because I feel disappointed towards friends whom I thought were friends for life, considering that we grew up together and stuff.

Honestly, I feel as if I have the need to re-evaluate my relationship with people whom I have known for a very long time. I come to realize that all these while, they are merely manipulating me and using me for their convenience and toss me aside when they do not have such a need for me.

You know, I’m kinda sick of being someone who comforts those who are crying their heads off because their boyfriends dumps them and stuff… and when they have no problems in their life and whatnot, they push me aside and be sarcastic towards me in public. I am also sick of standing up for such people when they did no such thing for me in return. Friendship is a give and take kinda thing, so if you can’t do that, I’m okay if you’re out of my life.

Cleffairy: I don’t need a friend who sneer at me during dinner date and stuff, and I certainly do not appreciate being someone’s dog, doing favours for people when they desperately need it and yet is ungrateful about it. Sneer and be sarcastic towards others if you want, but if you do such a thing again in my presence, I’ll be suggesting you to go back and brush up your manners.


  1. MRC says:

    Friendship is a give and take kinda thing, so if you can’t do that, I’m okay if you’re out of my life.

    Yes the statement is true – never one way ticket only & hope you feel better later

    • Cleffairy says:

      Sometimes, I kinda fed up by being there all the time when ppl needs me… during heartbreaks and stuff, but they are never there for me…not even bother to reply sms. TSK TSK TSK.

  2. AngeLBeaR says:

    huhuhu..been there. some times, some ppl thought being the rock at all times, they thought you never had problems. to be honest, last nite your the first person I ever spoke with to tell how I feel abt myself. =.=

    • Cleffairy says:

      Sigh… I hope u feel better now, Angel Bear… sometimes, I tink there lies the prob… we are always strong for ppl and people assume that we do not need a shoulder to cry on, and so, dismiss us… treat us like pest when they dun nid us. 🙁

  3. suituapui says:

    Move on…move on. Life is to short to waste on things or people who make you miserable.

    I had a very good friend…and then he graduated…and changed. I wonder how such things can get into people’s heads and change them. We’re not friends anymore – been like this for a longtime now…and frankly, I don’t give a damn.

    • Cleffairy says:

      Yea, I know… it’s just that I feel… yunno… I wonder why people changed to the point i can no longer recognize them. Sad, cuz back then, we were good friends…

  4. ladyviral says:

    Chocolate should cheer you up 😀

    Been there done that myself… what did I do? I rid of them =3.

    Sorry to say, but I need to be happy, and people who makes me unhappy are not really helping me to make me happy are they? haha!

    It is a hard decision to make. But for our own self sometimes we got to be selfish >.<;

    Of course not in a sense of rid, rid totally… just put this person at the "least to do list" haha :p.

    That… or be happy all the time regardless what comes the way! It is easier to smile than to pout. Takes up more muscles!

    So which decision did I take? I opt for be happy! :D. Always look at the glass half full not half empty ^_^.

    • Cleffairy says:

      Looks like time for some ice-cream binging. Kakakak… (excuse…)

      Ya… not totally get rid… just hold those kind of ppl at arm’s length… not to close to them, that way would be better, isn’t it?

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