Things are rather tough for me these days. There are quite a few changes that I need to adapt to and to be honest, it really drives me over the edge, considering that I’m not exactly someone who respond well to changes. I’m the sort of person who more often than not, goes cuckoo over the changes in my life that I need to adapt to.
I’m the kind of person who needs a lot of time to get used to certain changes in my life.
It is an awful thing, especially when I tend to get extremely stressed up and depressed over a lot of things that’s going on in my life. Being stressed up and depressed usually translate to foul mood, which I admit, is no good for myself and my loved ones. Bad, huh? But then again I’ve always felt that anger is a much more manageable emotion and being depressed.
I never felt like myself when I’m going through certain phase of transition in my life and frankly speaking, it’s not easy to be me when I don’t feel like myself.
Anyway, like I said earlier, I don’t really feel like myself these days. I feel like I’m loosing ; the spirit of being me, but thank God for the reminders he sent me.
I, for one, don’t think it’s a coincidence that I meet plenty of people whom reminded me of myself a few years back. And I don’t think it’s a coincidence I meet people who have helped me and my family and I don’t think it’s a coincidence that I’ve met a couple of people whom I have helped in the past and I definitely don’t think it’s a coincidence that I bumped into people who inspires me to be who I am today when I was just a child.
I suppose this is God’s way of reminding me of who I am, and who I’m supposed to be when I’ve forgotten about who I really am. Some would say it’s a coincidence, but to me,it’s God’s grace and nothing short of a miracle.
Cleffairy: Thank you, for the angels and the gentle reminders.